Now Forever Always

My mom always told me that good things happen to good people. That even in death there are good things all around us. People are born inherently good and they only do bad because we conform to the norms of society. I loved her. The most strong and beautiful woman alive. She made babies laugh with the sparkle in her eyes and moved mountains with the passion in her heart. She bled pride and nothing but confidence pumped through her veins. She was unstoppable. All they can say is that the last time they saw she was beautiful. The last time they saw her she was two. The last time.....STOP!!!!!! Look I'm sorry but who are YOU!!! You have no compassion for others. You keep saying trivial words and all they do is float in the air. You don't have the power to penetrate my heart. Where were you at 3am during the accident? I was by her side from dusk till dawn day in and day out. Where were you? Calling yourself family. Crying fake tears of selfish desire and greed. I don't need you. I hate you.

The last time you saw her you planned her departure.

The last time I saw her she was my ray of sun shine.

The last time I saw her she was the waves leading me through the fog.

The last time I saw her she said that she loved you.

The last time I saw her she kissed my forehead.

The last time I saw her she gave it her all and went into a blissful slumber.

Beautiful. Wonderful. Just like a fairy tail princess only now there is no prince charming because fairy tails don't exist.

The last time I saw her she was with me.

Now

Forever 

Always