the color blue cried on my shoulder so I kissed her lips and gave myself to her
the last boy that broke my heart
told me I'm
deceptive ocean waves
I flood all of your senses
and peel back your armor
digging my ripples into
your skin until I've invaded
every crevice of your being
tossing you within an
indigo abyss of my lies
the last time I spoke to God
my lips fluttered over the
thought of his existence
fingertips faltering as I grazed
along my mile long scars
traces of blocked memories
pushed into the
corners of my mind
when I said goodbye to Him
cerulean ink bled from my eyes
and the gashes on my wrists
the last time I sliced open my torso
I plucked back my skin
and pushed aside all of my
muscles, glands, and nerve endings
dragging my heart out
tearing off bits and pieces
and placing parts of myself
in loved ones until
I was left with blue veins
and a hollow chest