I said “take me out to dance tonight”

"I ... don't ... dance really"

"I know..."

"I mean, it's not difficult to guess that about you."

"But ... you don't know me, I don't know you. I'll be gone from this city in less than 24 hours ... You can be anyone you want tonight."

He looked puzzled but smiled and said "let's eat first."

While we were having dinner, I took a long hard look at this man who agreed to not to be himself tonight. He was kind and fun, he was a good date, he was what you can expect from a date. But not what I wanted from a date that night...

After all the shots and drinks, I don't know which one of us was more embarrassed... Me for constantly rubbing my ass on his cock while dancing or him because that wasn't him at all and he was so good at not being himself...

There's a strange comfort in being with someone you have no obligation to. There's a strange satisfaction in going to the parking lot and sucking his cock on my knees. Being drunk just enough to know what you're doing but you just don't care. Getting fucked in the back of his car while he calls me a cheap whore. I could be a whore and he wouldn't know...

He shoved his fingers in my mouth telling me what a dirty slut I am for letting a stranger fuck me in the back of his car. Such a whore for turning him on all night rubbing my ass. It was my fault that my holes were gonna hurt for days. It was my fault that I turned him into an animal so he had to do this. I'm not scared of the truth. I'm turned on by the truth. And embarrassed that he knows how much truth turns me on. My dripping wet pussy, shaking legs and the noises... I give it away so easily.

Sun was going up when we were done. We laid down tired for a while then he drove me home, I didn't ask him to come up for breakfast, he didn't ask if I was going to visit again. It was too late to go back to the first hours of our date. We exposed way too much, we were two strangers who knew way too much about each other.

I deleted his number when I was on the plane but I could still remember the taste of his cum.