BURDEN

I don't know who are you. I don't want to know who are you. I don't want you to know who am I.But, But I want to tell you that I am not okay. I am fed up with everything. This is the moment from the moments when I just feel like crying. When I do not see light anymore. When there seems to me an unending path of darkness in front of me. I have lost hope. I have no faith. I am just shattering like a broken mirror on a cement floor. Tears rubbing through the dirt on my cheeks vanish into the fabric of my clothes until there are no more tears. i start writing whatever comes into my mind. I want to tell someone to feel what I am feeling but I don't want to tell why I am feeling that. I myself don't understand what is happening to me but it is happening and it had happened before and this condition will come to me in future but I dont have the courage to face the realities. I don't know how I can read my own self. I sometime don't know myself who m I? What I want. My life seems to me like a thriller where every next moment is of something unexpected horror. I have lost myself somewhere inside me. I am nothing but I am something.