Nature’s Crystal Healing Energy...

Ever since I can remember I have been a child of nature. Walking barefoot over the furtile Earth, climbing trees and breathing in their oxygen, I used to pretend to be an anthropologist and would conduct digging expeditions in order to find jewels and crystals. When I did find crystals the vibrations coming off of them soothed me. As children, we accept things as they are and do not question the things that we intuitively feel. This concept was something that I forgot when I grew up. Instead of looking at things from a child’s perspective I traded my intuition for an intellectual know-how that we, as adults, bear.

My life had been going down a path that didn’t feel right with me. People were taking away my power and my energy, I was constantly fatiqued and developed emotional induced illnesses. Negativity clung to me even though I was hopeful and optimistic. Things just kept getting worse with me and all of the modern medicine couldn’t help me. I didn’t give up my fight with what was going on with my body, but I did go to an alternative method of taking care of myself.

Then the crystals re-appeared in my life once again- this time I felt drawn to an askashic store that sold various metaphysical things including crystals. Intuively I picked up fifteen different crystals and their vibrations made me feel better. After taking them home with me and sharing the wonderful experience with my family that the crystals were actually helping me, I came to realize that they were just appeasing me and humoring me. They didn’t believe me and told others that I was crazy and had ill mental health. Once the talk reached back to me about what was being said about me I secluded myself in my room for days. Their non-believing had made me feel worse and my emotions were taking it out on my body by giving me hypersensitive nerve pain, a pain in my left side, and I became bed-ridden.

So for the sake of fitting back in with my family I forsaked my only cure and put them away. Later, I found out that half of the crystals that I bought were taken by my mother and still till this day I have yet to find the eight remaining ones as well as the ones that I had as a child. Some of the original crystals I had were “purged” by my mother as things that she deemed as unnessasary. With what little strength I had I did the unthinkable: I raised my voice to my mother and told her that I was angry at her actions and that she didn’t have the right to throw away my things when she feels the need to “purge” and let go. That she should be focusing on her own things to get rid of and not mine.

My actions caused my family to put me in a psychiatric ward for seventy-two hour observation for erratic nervous behavior. This taught me never to voice my opinion of how things are within my family and that I couldn’t trust my family with anything when it concerned me. The medication that they gave me turned me into a zombie, not helping with the pain that I felt. When I was evaluated, they found nothing wrong with me and even suggested that the route of me turning to crystals was a good thing that I was trying to do to raise my vibrations. That with proper exercise and positive affirmations my emotional induced illnesses could be managed.

I began to go to a spiritual church-like place to find peace. At the Lake Shrine service, they make time to meditate, chant and pray. Afterwards, they have this beautiful lake that you can walk around and soak up the good, healing vibrations that are surrounded by lots of nature's greens. It wasn't till I was finished touring the lake that I stumbled upon a small house/ room that housed some of the founders' crystal collection. Then everything clicked for me- that if someone like him could understand the power of crystals, then I wasn't being crazy for thinking that I could use them to heal myself. That my "forced mandatory observation" was unnecessary; brought on by fears and insecurities about things that my family didn't understand. My tears wouldn't stop flowing out of me. I couldn't help but feel betrayed by the people that were suppose to love and support me. This was the day that I made a conscious decision to distance myself from my family. I realized that I was someone that my family feared because my belief system was different from theirs.

After going over my astrology chart I noticed that an aspect in my chart showed that I was an empath and absorbed other people's emotions. An inkling told me to go back to the akashic shop and I bought a crystal wand necklace called "psychic" to help me deal with all of the emotions that I was picking up from others. It was a huge shock coming to terms with being an empath but the necklace made me feel better. I bought more crystals and let the energy that they had help heal me. Once they were surrounding me, my body synchronized with the energy that they were giving off and whatever impurities were within me I could feel them leaving my body. I began to look up the power of crystals and what different types of energy that I needed in order to feel better.

Months of self crystal therapy healed what the Doctors couldn't explain within me. Upon researching, I found that each crystal had its own positive affirmations, different energies, and have a tie-in with the body. All of the crystals that I intuitively picked up and brought home with me were needed by my energy. Some of them re-aligned my charkras, others cleared away negativity, but mainly they brought me peace of mind through their healing vibrations.

I learned the hard way that you have to protect yourself and guard your energy against phychic energy attacks. That my illnesses were linked to a lack of protecting my energy and that I needed to "shield" myself from things that I couldn't see but feel. The concept of "white lighting" myself and becoming in the habit of carrying crystals with me everywhere helped. All of these things that were going on with me were things that highly sensitive people go through and learn how to cope with. Since I neglected this part of me, I wasn't aware of the fact that I had accumulated massive amounts of other people's negativity mixed in with their not so pretty emotions. They were tearing me apart from the inside out and needed to be released. Turns out there were crystals for that too which I also bought in hopes of keeping the icky feelings from clinging to me.

Read many more books about the idea of how to protect one's self from energy attacks using nature's healing powers that were found in things that came from the earth. I discovered earthing, white light protection visualizations, calling on angels and my own guardian spirits, and color therapy. My emotional induced illnesses are all but gone; I do get anxiety every now and then when I'm under extreme stress but all I have to do is reach for my crystals and I feel better. If I didn't go through all of this I wouldn't have believed that this world was even possible. That something so small as a vibration can wreak havoc on your body; an invisible feeling that had so much power over your whole entire body. Vibrations tie-in to emotions which in the past has revealed themselves to be called "demons." Which brought a new meaning to the quote, "battling my inner demons."

Crystals were my introduction into the world of what I refer to as "magic." Many things that I cannot see can and will hurt me if I do not take actions to protect myself. That energy and vibrations are real and when people know how to manipulate them it can be used for good or evil by a simple intention put behind the feeling. By surrounding myself with the loving energy of crystals I was able to heal and learn about things that have been lost throughout the ages since rationality took over. Nature does heal us instinctually; if only we allow it to do so. Once you accept Nature's crystal healing powers you cannot deny having being touched by it. That's why I call it magic.