If you're planning on dying in a minute, you can spare me a few seconds. Just listen to me. Somewhere in this world, someone is holding a gun to their head. Someone is standing at the edge of a bridge. Someone is looking into a full bottle of pills. They want to pull the trigger so they can stop the horrible thoughts running through their head. They want to fall into the ice cold water to numb the heartbreak. They want those painkillers so they can kill something more than pain.
Maybe they won't do it today. Maybe they will. Who knows. They just need someone to genuinely listen to them. You're suffering right now, you understand what it's like to cry yourself to sleep at night...so wouldn't you want to be there to let someone cry on your shoulder? To help them?
If you end your life right now, you are ending the life of someone else. Maybe it's a friend, a future spouse, maybe even a complete stranger. You might not even know you're saving them. I'm not going pretend that I understand everything you are going through. I'm not going to lie and say that everything will be alright by tomorrow morning. Things are going to be rough, but it will all get so much better. You're young. If you end it all right now, yes, things won't get any worse. But if you do it, things won't ever get any better. If you kill yourself, you're letting all those awful things win. You have to kick them in the ass and show them whose boss by living. Inspire people, starting with yourself. Take a moment to clear your head and decide to live.