“foolish as a rule”

Sometimes we make stupid decisions. Being human, almost forces you to take the wrong ones. As if we were supposed to get in trouble. But come on, in truth who doesn’t make mistakes? Exactly. If we didn’t, we wouldn’t be humans. We would be Gods. The great ones of the world. The true rulers. And I think it’s safe to say, that I am definitely not one of those gods. I’m foolish. I make wrong decisions. And as a consequence of that,

I tumble and fall. Usually on my face… or on my back. Either way my dignity suffers… leaving me bruised and bleeding.

To be honest, I kind of got used to the thought. Nobody’s perfect… and all that. Yeah,

I keep repeating myself. When you spend so much time being locked down, your mind starts to repeat itself. Because there’s not much that can really distract you… well, there is one thing that could distract me. One might even say a person… with a very big ego and destructive behaviors… towards others.

But since every conversation with the almighty one ended up with a fight… you understand my situation. So today I decided to be rebellious. Courage’s even. To show the bad guy what I’m worth. Alright… he wasn’t around. So… I decided to ditch my chambers… yeah, my center of excitement and joy. As I thought of this, I imagined myself holding a huge sign with the word Sarcasm written elegantly all over it, with an artistic font… for the effect, of course.

I smiled to myself. Insanity was very sneaky, it got to you when you weren’t looking.

The moment you started to consider yourself as a relatively normal person, Boom, you’re not. Get over it and look for a professional who can take care of you. Well, that’s how I felt at times. Being in my personal Hell, not much of a comfort. Therefore, what a better way to ignore your troubled mind, then to jump right into denial. Hand outstretched and a big, stupid smile on your face. It sounded good to me. I got up and went to seek something new. Whatever it turned out to be.

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