I am scared.

I am scared for my future, for us. What will happen to us? Will you wait for me? I'm waiting for something to happen. Am I wasting my time? Are you what I need, what I want forever? Will you change when we are free to be together? Free to be as one? I am ready for a change but scared to make a move. Life is the same, life is stable, life is lonely, life is familiar, life is unhappy. I don't know you. I don't know how to live with you. Will I be at one with you or will you drive me mad? The unknowing is killing me inside. How will I know unless I take a gamble. Is this love, a awakening, a chance for change? Or is this friendship, someone to pass time with when you are unhappy, feeling lonely and unloved? What do I do? Stay with comfort, or go with excitement and passion? Only the future will tell me who holds my destiny, the future or you...