Mad insane people taking everything.

Swiping up everything, to home they bring.

Going to get groceries, nothing on the shelf.

Nobody caring but only for themself.

People going out everywhere, without regard.

Not caring at all about who they have marred.

Who has died because of their betrayal.

That night you could not stay home could of been fatal.

I am surrounded, which way to go.

I start to stumble, I feel the blow.

I fall to the ground, the pain is low.

As I kneel before you, my pain rises.

I look around me, at the attackers in disguises.

Hiding their faces, awaiting their prizes.

In the fog, they get confused.

What are they doing, why are they bruised.

The tables are turned, now they are disused.

The fog is my dream, my safe place.

In the dark, I cant see your face.

I turn around into a loving, strangers embrace.

Where do I begin...

I come from within.

I grow from sin.

A sly grin.

Where have you been.

The smell of your skin.

The tilt of your chin.

The touch of your skin.

My arms you pin.

The lights dim.

You make my head spin.

I think I win.

I never wanted to lie, I dont wish to hurt.

It is so easy to be happy, too simple to avert.

I pretend to be content, there is so much more.

I am only existing, my proper chore.

I lurk in my lone mind, linger in her inner thoughts.

My presence is churning, forever in knots.

I lie for my own pleasure, I am not concerned about you.

You are soon behind me, we both know it is true.

I rest in my lies, I know they belong.

For my truth is my sorrow, my honesty is my song.

Safe and Powerful...

Secure. Reliable. Potent. Right.

Compassion and Devotion...

Affectionate. Attached. Loyal. Spent.

Passion and Romance...

Warmth. Obsession. Adventure. Madness.

Promise and Vowed...

Grace. Hope. Committed. Dared.

Amorous and Flirtatious...

Lustful. Carnal. Coy. Demure.

Heaven and Hell...

Paradise. Destiny. Inferno. Insane.

Yesterday is lost... seldom found.

Today is still... never calm.

Forever is eternal... momentarily beyond.

If you didnt tell her and i didnt tell her, tell me again...how does she know?

Its in your eyes, its that extra little glow.

Its the gleem that is there, when you wonder about me.

That look that tells her you are gone, willing to flee.

Within my arms you think to lay.

Into my bed you desire to play.

She knows but doesnt want to lose.

You know its me you will choose.

After all these years, we thought we were done.

I cant stop thinking of you, I want to run.

Into you as deep as I may go.

I yearn for the years to flow.

Back to me, where your heart belongs.

Together again, to undo our wrongs.

for hurting you the way i did.

i was young, just a kid.

if i would of known then, what i know now.

i would of stayed, i would of been tolerant anyhow.

you wouldnt of been pained, all these years.

decades later, i am still in tears.