Understanding the life God wants me to have.

Forgiving others is eaiser than forgiving yourself. I can't seem to let go of the person I once was. I can't seem to move on the person I wanna become. My feet are moving, but I am not going anywhere. All I see is everything I can't let go. I trust in God, and I pour into others, but I never can pour into myself. The pain I caused my family, my friends, God and myself, is so hard to foget.

What I am coming to realize, is that every storm has a rainbow at the end of it. Just takes time.

God isn't out to make our lives painful, he is out to make them healed. You just gotta trust him. If you are reading this don't ignore it. Think about it. Being a follower of Jesus or not. You are loved. You are forgiven. You are strong. You are his. Rather you believe it or not, you are his. He is so fond of you, even when we hurt him. Ler me ask you this. If you have kids, which one would you send to hell? Or would you take it? Thats what Jesus said to God. Jesus is standing infront of God saying "Look at me not them." Jesus took our pain. It takes time and I am realizing it, but are you willing to let him heal you?