dear Scarily Confusing You,

i must tell you, darling;

you've made quite the deposit

in my bank.

the flowers and cute sayings-

and, oh, your

killer grilled cheese sandwiches!

how i miss those sandwiches...

i promise;

i've even tried meditation-

'hummm, himmm- oh crap,

here we go again!'

i cant't get you out if my head!

your sweet disposition;

oh, how ironic!

and the tension between our hearts:

almost ionic!

just go away,

be the thunder to

someone else's lightening...

or come back and be the

sunshine to my blue sky?

Christ, i can't make up my mind.

Sincerely, Heart-Wrenched Me.