Still.

I lay my head down at night, still as can be, still as to not wake you.

I lay down, I don't move, I am like stone, I don't want to wake you.

I try to not breathe, I don't want you to wake.

My heart beats so fast, I can't relax, this is no way to live.

I can't relax, I can never relax.

As long as I have to lay next to you, I have to be still.