The thing I want to say...

I'm sorry I forgot who you are. Some days I wake up wishing I could just catch up with you. I remember how we used to have so much fun together but I don't know what we did. I remember being happy to hear your laugh but when I try to recall it there's no sound there. Some times I'm not sure you were ever real but I know you were. Even when your face is gone and I've forgotten your touch I'll remember you were real, I'll remember you were there, and I'm glad I knew you.

I just wish I could tell you that.