cracking

you always said I was

selfish.

and impatient.

impulsive.

forgetful.

clumsy.

and a crybaby.

but you also said you thought

I was cute.

you told me you liked

the bad sides of me

the best.

it was someone I showed to

only you

because I trusted you

and loved you.

that's what you told me

anyway.

and I think I actually

believed you.

until one day

it wasn't cute

anymore.

I wasn't endearing

and adorable.

it was just

annoying

and obnoxious

and ugly and loud and nerve-grinding and goddamnit why don't you just shut the fuck up for once you stupid bitch I wish I had never moved into this stupid goddam cage I am fucking suffocating trying to take care of you for all hours of my life why don't you fucking grow up why don't you think of my fucking feelings for once goddamnit this never fucking worked we were just lying to ourselves I'm done I'm fucking done with this broken disgusting mess you call a fucking relationship I

can't

do this

anymore.