Screaming.

It's like your screaming, but nobody hears you.

Nobody cares.

You feel as if your all alone.

Alone in a world full of hate.

Everything you touch, is as cold as stone.

Your mind, it never shuts off.

It never stops running.

Screaming words at you, telling yourself your no good.

You're cold.

You're tired.

Breathing no longer comes naturally, it's forced.

Smiling? Whats smilling?

You're NOT ok.

But thats what you tell people.

"I'm ok"

Because if you don't, you get a ration of shit for it.

"You're too young to feel like this"

"You're over reacting."

You're never to young to feel numb inside.

People just dont get it.

Generalized Anxiety Disorder.

It's hell.

You're head is screaming, but your body just wants to lay.

You can't eat, because food makes you feel sick.

You've lost weight, but no one cares.

So you build your walls, put on a mask.

Pretend you're ok. Thats what your most used to.

No one knows what it's like to be numb.

There's so much you want to do with your life.

But you can't, your trapped inside a body, screaming on the inside, quiet on the outside.

You're tired.

You're numb.