Rejection

Even though we were never together, you broke my heart when I realized that we could never be together.

I loved you more than anything, and I still do. It’s a bad habit.

Every time I looked at you, I smiled & hoped that you would hold my head in your hands and kiss me. Passionately.

...But you never did.

I was so sure that you were the perfect guy for me — we had so much in common. I guess the one thing we didn’t have in common was a mutual love for one another.

Even though I’ve been rejected countless times, it still isn’t easy.

In fact, it was most difficult with you. I still wish you were mine.

I’ve always known I wasn’t pretty enough or old enough or... anything enough for you. But, I hoped & prayed that we could at least try.

I’m never enough for anybody, not even myself.

Heartbreak hurts more with someone you were never actually with — than with someone you had a relationship with.

Because at least in a relationship, you can look back at happy memories with that person. But, if you were never together to begin with, there's nothing to look back on... besides the tears.