Loss

Four friends physically lost. A lot more emotionally/mentally lost. What scares me the most is losing someone I love. Whether that means physically or emotionally, it’s scary. The first time you talk to them, the first time you realize you’re friends is the best. You have someone to look out for you. But the moment the stop acting like themselves is terrifying. Things that used to be said to each other, can’t be said anymore. Then you’re out of the loop, they don’t tell you anything, even though everyone around seems to know. So you continually ask the people they talk to if they’re okay. Next thing you know, you’re not even talking anymore, you’re not allowed to. The scary thing is, you never know how things are. You can’t even wrap your head around how things got this bad. Yes, we’ve all lost someone physically, but at least you know they aren’t in pain anymore. So far, four friends have been taken from me. Whether it was suicide or accidents, either way it’s terrifying. So far, many have been taken emotionally. And I’m sure I’m not the only one.