Mic dropped

See the pain sinks in like a heroin ,swooping In to save me from my ownself

Heroine

see the detox ain’t easy see I said

I was leaving

but the words Are never dry

and the tears are endless on

a white page

see I keep running from the pain finding a new distraction

fall in love with the next attraction

cause can’t confront the issues cause ain’t gotta enough tissues

I know you heard I been fine but

thats only when i am drowning in wine

these responsibility‘s be

weighing me

down down

i get tired of all the pretending

all the suicidals smiles

what the fuck is patience anymore

been waiting

around for my death date

i gave my demons name

see they started to become the only type of friends that get me

see it ain’t fault I am inlove with self destruction

told you I was the combustion of the galaxy

But yah I am still here

my life became too many people solar systems

that shit

get draining

i know it’s good to know

that I am an will always be here

But Who gonna be there

when I need help to face my fears

or when the dark is near

see people selfish

They Only invest in their own wellness

see they ain’t down for you as they say you are

walk in miles in my shoe

they that’s too far

sure as hell get the live news on your scar

see they ready like vultures

at your falls

standing tall

hehe behind the wall

and under their breath

wish you well

all in same breath muddle well and hell

But even the serpent sounded sweet

in the ears of eve

see she wanted to be bound to be like god

see these are the people you watch for the people who want to be you but can’t

See they chant

Sound like

Graduitide

but it’s all in the base of their

voice

attitude

see they down for you

when your down

talk behind your back

like it’s job

more like their hob

abbreviate bullshit

cause it less offensive

See the clean up is less expensive

kill a friendship

there ain’t no blood shed

See they eat up your bread

treat you like u a bed and breakfast

then act like they got the audacity

To get jealous cause you don’t wanna hang anymore

see they lIke to get zealous

and preach they problems on social media

i am getting too old for this

see , grown folks acting like children

see I swear people get dumber

see tv killed the radio star

see they stuck in likes

thats how you know they morals ain’t right

everybody ready to fight

with they fingers

but not they fist

everbody faking it for tHe views

Light a fues

long as it don’t create a bruise

the mentality of this world

Gonna have them going underworld

See everbody overdoseing

cause reality hard

but they ain’t been through anything

everbody blaming everything on the anixeity

talking about I am bipolar

shit they don’t know about them real highs and lows

don’t even understand what it means to be emotional unstable

they don’t know what it feels like to be drowning when you ain’t even in water

See you can get on your knees to the father

but they don’t get you much farther

see I falter

on the steps to the steeple

Cause I don’t if I wanna die

or cry

too things I can’t do

cause I don’t even know if I am enamord by my misery

see I delve into myself like I am a bible

See I carve into myself

and sculpt my best self from marble

cause even gods glitter

in the darkness

see I am the queen of my own hell

see like a queen I be selfless for my kingdom

but the throne get tiring

when it feels you the only one fighting

See I stay true

don’t mean I don’t sniff out the clues

give people what they give you back

be selfish

cause if u don’t spoil your self who will

Enjoy the thrill

and just chill

cause life too short for it to better

so munch on that cheddar

cause you worked hard to get where you are today

you are your own

b-efore

a-nybody

e-lse

burn bridges , cause I don’t wanna tread were the devil walked