The Ghost in my Shadow (Yes, its a rap verse. Thank you.)
Living can be sad, lets be honest
I was way too deep in the house, I made it haunted
Got some chains around my feet from wretched demons that I keep
I never chose this life, I dont want it
Now theres a ghost in my shadow always playing piano
With me until I die, until im mowed down by ammo
Hes got me leashed with a lasso, these thoughts are not shallow
Blowing up my feelings like he was released from a silo
He laughs when I talk, he runs when I walk
He knows every thought, he has me locked in a box
Hes felt pain like I have cause hes been down the same block
I know hes next to me cause im his prey when he stalks
Hes here cause I hate the way my lifes been
Lost every friend, when will my life end?
I dont forgive but should I if I could have one win?
Im tired of getting over things with the same sin
Frank, I forgive you for the shit that you did
Chay, we dont talk but I wish that we did
Josh, I know you're here but you'll leave quick
Jamie, I am sorry for the way that we slid
I know my words dont mean everything is alright
My futures hazy, but yours is so bright
Excuse me now, I have some things to do tonight
The apple doesnt fall far, but it doesnt mean its ripe