The mastery of submitting to your best friend. Installment 1

He's always been my protector.

He's always had my back.

This, this is new.

I found out so much of him as his friend. I've always seen him as a big strong man, and I a petite, yet strong minded woman. He would speak softly of his animalistic feelings when we were friends, and I would leave him hanging on for the next installment of my emotions. For years we were close friends and within the blink of an eye , he's asing me on a date. He exclaimed that he's always seen me as a future partner. I decided to follow his lead and react like the giddy breath-taken young girl he made me feel like. The conversation between us stayed nervously loving for a long while. He deemed it time to discuss the things we had told eachother in the comfort of friendship. I took deep breathes and long pauses while reading the words from him that I never knew I craved. I would reply with short sentences. All I wanted was to participate fully, but had he earned it yet? The conversation seemed quite steady and like it was veering in another direction, a much safer one. Then he proclaimed, "I've always dreamt of you and your submission." My heart stopped momentarily. Is it possible to get turned on by one sentence? At that moment I had to decide my worth. What did I want to be to him?

After long moments of contemplation I decided on the perfect answer, it read as this , " I often dream of my submission as well. Let's talk a little further down the road about how you can earn it." and with that, I difused the conversation while keeping my value.He loves throwing me curve balls like that, who knows what will be brought up next.