Fix me

You promised me that my wish will become a reality,

you will solve my problem.

For this, I will confess to you what is in my deep down in my heart.

I am a lost soul between the darkness and the light,

between the death and the life,

I will die,

if my beloved ones are hurting,

also, I am really willing to do whatever it takes to see them smiling.

After a while, I feel pity for myself as well as I regretted what did I do.

Because all I did get was nothing,

nothing at all.

Still, I can’t feel sad as long as they are happy,

I can endure that I am getting worse both physically and mentally,

whereas they got better than before.

You could think that I am insane,

yet you are right,

I am a crazy girl who has battles every day on everything,

my heart wants it, but my mind stubbornly refuses my heart’s wishes.

So, is there any chance to fix me to be a happy peaceful person from inside?

You promised me,

please.