You promised me that my wish will become a reality,

you will solve my problem.

For this, I will confess to you what is in my deep down in my heart.

I am a lost soul between the darkness and the light,

between the death and the life,

I will die,

if my beloved ones are hurting,

also, I am really willing to do whatever it takes to see them smiling.

After a while, I feel pity for myself as well as I regretted what did I do.

Because all I did get was nothing,

nothing at all.

Still, I can’t feel sad as long as they are happy,

I can endure that I am getting worse both physically and mentally,

whereas they got better than before.

You could think that I am insane,

yet you are right,

I am a crazy girl who has battles every day on everything,

my heart wants it, but my mind stubbornly refuses my heart’s wishes.

So, is there any chance to fix me to be a happy peaceful person from inside?

You promised me,

please.

” As long as greed is stronger than compassion, there will always be suffering ”.

Rusty Eric.

The end’s began in 2019,

the red light turned on,

the Earth is fading fast,

due to the human made’s disasters that destroyed all the planet’s natural resources.

The selfish, heartless and greedy souls of the great majority of the human beings,

led to a grievous battle,

between us and our planet.

The humans don’t want to lose,

but they forgot that the Earth is not “our planet”. It is just a temporary place.

Nowadays in 2119, it is the 100th anniversary of our survival. But, does our survival really worth the sacrificing of the innocent victims?

The green oceans -forests-?

The blue artery -water-?

TheEarth?

No, forever no.

We could create a better tomorrow by the sustainable sources and be in a better version.

Instead, we just took the easiest way to feed our greed without thinking or caring about the others, the future, the Earth.

Even though the humans won the battle now,

our victory is hollow,

’cause a hidden war will follow,

“All is lost,

hope remains ”.

Until the end’s end,

when the angels will take our souls,

and all the pain.

This life is our stage to show our exceptional capabilities.

Our freedom is our weapon to create a change in this world, even if it was small. Amazingly, small things can lead to a huge difference.

The freedom exists in a life filled with a passion.

It exists in chasing our dreams whatever how hard it is.

Whatever how silly or not interesting by the people’s eyes.

We must just use their criticism to become stronger and more insisting to achieve our aims.

Until the world itself declare our success and creativeness.

Until we stand in the hall of fame.

Feeling free, feeling alive, as a bird flying continuously without stopping, up until reaching its final destination.

Freedom is a shiny aura surrounds a spirited person.

We are free by our lively souls,

we are free with every single heartbeat till the end.