Give

Here I wonder

Why none of my friends

Message me back

They give me light

I give them black

I give them everything

To be

The pessimist’s exact

I give them cancer

To dwell through night

I give them wrong

I give, alright?

I give, I give the wrong stuff

Like dealers pure

To fentanyl rough

Sure, hearted demons creepin’

Leap at the unknown

This demons leapin

At the narcissist’s throne

Adored, thank the Lord

I’m thrown overboard

Into the swimming seas

Anchors for knees

Yet I bow

For lust

For love

For sin

For crucifix

For infotainment greed