I was in love with us not you

I know  we would  have  been  perfect  together  and u knew  it  too.

I knew  you  had  faults  and you  knew  every  single  one  of  mine

but I waited  too  long

I waited  until  u talked  yourself  out of  loving  me

so much  that  you  stated  to believe that my faults were what defined  me.

And now u look  to another  and to her your love  is abundant ,

And you have no idea  how  much  it hurts me .

so I had to  move on, at least  I tried  but no one came close  to  being  you .

No one made my knees week with  that crooked  smile only u have,

And no one  made me laugh as loud.

It hurts  to  know  how  close  we were,

To having  everything  we dreamed of or a least  I did

So, I want you to  know  I gave my all but but I don't  think  u  gave  up anything 

And it's not fair that I'm the one who wakes up randomly  crying  because  I miss what we should  have been

I was dumb  but I can't apologise  for loving  you the way I did because  it made me grow and understand  things that I couldn't  have before.