The Fear

I see the fear in her eyes that she doesn’t want to lose him. The fear that she could lose that one person that understands her most. That the one guy in the world that would ever love her, will fall out of love. She’s so deeply in love with him that she doesn’t want anyone else in this world. She can’t imagine what life would be like without him, because a life without him is like a life without air.

She doesn’t show she's afraid because she doesn’t want people to worry about her. She doesn’t want people to constantly ask if she's ok even though they do anyway. She doesn’t want him to worry about her.

She has a fear of losing him because he's the one that actually gets what anxiety is even though he doesn’t have it he knows she is always thinking bad of herself. He doesn't want her to think she's not worth it when she is.

She thinks every day she’s gonna lose him and if she loses him she won’t get out of bed. Because he's the main reason she even wants to get up every day. Even if she’s sick or not feeling good she will get up and go to school just to see him. Because she loves him too much to not see him.