Worst Fear.

I lived my worst fear when I saw blood.

I saw blood there.

Right there.

Right there on that chair.

I got up.

Sat up.

Stood up.

And there was red.

So bright.

Brighter than the sun.

It screamed at me.

My legs weak.

My hands shake.

My head thinking only one word...

No.

No.

No.

No.

My eyes refuse to believe.

My stomach as if on cue tightens.

Releases.

Tightens.

My biggest fear.

Is you're gone.

Before I even met you.

Before I saw your face.

Your toes.

Your eyelashes.

It's all there.

In that chair.

Bright red.

People talk but I can't hear words.

Voices.

They are just voices.

Blurs in front of me.

I don't need to hear.

I already know.

My worst fear.

Right there in that chair.

That's where my heart broke.

Shattered right in two.

All before I got to meet you.