November 14th, 2018

So, to hilariously begin, I almost titled this "February 14th, 2019" I guess that counts as a sneak peek to what I am currently working on for those of you that actively follow my stories. On a different note it is the two-year anniversary of the day my papa passed. It is a rough day, yes, but I ask for no sympathy. I could sit and tell the story of our last conversation together, it would surely result in me breaking down into tears. Or I could tell the stories of how he's been haunting me, with reminders that he cares and worries. I could tell stories of just him. But, a part of me feels he wouldn't want me to focus on the past, and instead focus on the now. So I shall change the topic officially.

I am currently thinking about starting a new project of a crime story, I wonder if it is noticable that I have been watching quite a bit of Criminal Minds lately. My issue with this is I have a lot of villianesque characters planned out and one thing I'm horrible with is names. I'm also a person who *has* to get facts right. Even in fiction writing. There's a story I have been working on for multiple years, in which I am constantly consulting my friend who has experience as a doctor, about facts. However, although I am close with people who have worked in the law, some questions I just worry about asking, especially if I want to write about a serial killer. I get that I am already writing about a serial killer in complete fantasy-fiction. However it is different because in this idea of a project I want there to be a detective side to the story.

I might publish part of my journal from when I was in a rehabilitation facility as well as in the hospital. This will be in a completely different category than the one's I currently have. This is due to the fact that there are triggering topics, but it's also a dated journal. This section will be at the end of my online journal (what you are currently reading). It also doesn't pertain to writing ideas such as these journal entries. I think thats all I have for today.

-Cloudy