Hate

When I was in maybe secend grade, that was around when people started judging people by how they looked, and stuff, there was this girl in my class, let's call her Tyri for convience. She would give me odd glances, and stuff, but I always shrugged it off, because we're like seven, and I didn't know what I know now. One day, she just comes up to me at cubby time, where we read, and talk, and unpack ect., and she starts calling me ugly, and how I would never be anything, and I'm just a stupid poor girl, and this, and that, but me being the sensitive girl I was, started crying, and my teacher came over, and asked what's wrong, and Tyri says, "Oh, nothing, she's fine, she just hit her head on the wall when she went to sit down, I'll take her to the nurse if you like." I'm just blown away at how she got away with such an obvious lie, and I'm sent to the nurse, and the nurse just checks that I'm not bleeding, and gives me an icepack. At recess the same thing happened, just I didn't get sent to the nurse or anything. This started to become a daily occurance. Everyday I would come home crying. I started puporsely peeing myself, so I would get sent home.

So, my mom has had enough, and fills out a bullying report, so I'm sent to the school counciler and every lie she tells, is believed. I'm told that I'm just being a sensitive little girl, and am sent back to class.

Tyri continues to get away with it all the way up to fourth grade, and then she's still getting away with it, so we take it up to the school board, and it's found to be bullying, and nothing is done. There are instances I could state, but I'm going to just tell you the most recent.

So, it continues, and i just ignore it at this point, because I had grown so numb towards it, and then we are put in the same gym class. Well, this normally wasn't a problem, because we didn't have to actually interact. We get paired up together, and we are messing with scooters. You have to lie down for the exercise, and Tyri takes the scooter, and runs over my hair, and gets it caught, so the same thing happens, I'm dubbed a sensitive little girl, and it was an a mistake, she was confused, which makes no sense, since I was in an entirely different area then everyone else. It's let go, and it doesn't really get any better, and I'm being made fun of because I don't wear name brands, have a lanky frame, like anime, and play football.

I'm called all types of stuff, but like three or four months ago, I'm at the park playing ghost games, and Tyri, and her friend throw rocks at my head, and my mom had to come, and drag me home because I was so hysterical I would not leave. We file a police report, and things just get worse. I'm called a liar, and many more terms I do not want to mention, and here we are at present day. I never want to go to school, and while everyone else was out playing, and making friends, I was inside crying. it's gotten so bad I might just ask to be homeschooled, but this all reminds me of hate, because this was unnessacary or provoked hate. It has ruined my childhood, and has probably claimed many more too. Sorry for any mistakes I am writting this late at night, anyways here's my response.