My Happiness
Happiness has been gone for a long time. She’s a long lost friend that I constantly miss and think about. I see my friend sometimes. I remember what it’s like to be with her, but I never really get the same feeling back.
I remember Happiness when I am walking outside. The changing of the leaves reminds me of her. I see her when I watch children playing on the jungle gym. I see her when I watch boys ask girls to prom. I see her all the time, but she isn’t with me. I understand that it’s hard to be with everybody when there’s over 7 billion people on this earth. That isn’t including all of the animals that deserve Happiness to.
Sometimes I think that she has forgotten about me, that she has moved on to more important things to focus on. That’s the thing about Happiness. She is so busy all the time, but she always makes time to visit me, even if she can’t stay as long as I’d like. She visited me recently, but left soon after her arrival. I love that warm feeling inside my chest when I am with her.
Happiness introduced me to Love. See Love is two-faced. Love will make you feel so good sometimes. Love will give you an even better feeling than Happiness can. Love makes your chest expand and feel like it’s going to explode, but in a good way. Love can also hurt you. Love can hurt you so bad that it seems like Happiness will completely have forgotten about you. Then Love comes in a new form and reminds you that Love is not just romantic. It is friendship and companionship too. Love shows me animals that I want to cuddle for as long as I am on this world.
Love introduces me to people that care for me so much that I forget when Love introduced me to Depression and Anxiety. Love is two-faced. Love will give you these amazing things, but once Happiness arrives at the party, Love gets jealous. Then Love steals away the things that you need. Love hires two hitmen; Depression and Anxiety. They kill Happiness. They take away everything that Love showed you. They make you stay under your covers until it feels like you’re suffocating. They will make you feel like Happiness has forgotten to pay you a visit. In reality they are fighting to keep her away from you.
You shouldn’t worry. Happiness is a badass. She will keep fighting every day. Eventually she will reach you. Eventually, she’ll stay with you forever instead of leaving. Love will come back and Happiness will negotiate with Love to be kind to you. Happiness will be your knight in shining armour whenever Depression and Anxiety try to come back. Happiness will show you how to use Love to find yourself. She will tell you how to spread her through the world. You should listen to what she has to say.