Things won’t be the same.

I missed, I missed the way you looked me in the eyes. I miss the way you would tell me goodnight. I miss the feeling of having you near, I missed the feeling of having no fear. I missed the feeling of you in my sheets, I missed the feeling of with me. Like etchings in a stone wall, you are stitched in my teeth and every time I speak I feel you there. I still miss you like the moon misses the kiss from the sun, I the moon and you my sun, you shine brightly when I’m truly near you. But it’s been far too long since I’ve last seen you.

I asked how long you would be gone and you said “as long as it takes”. I was always so impatient for our love but I would always swear I would wait.

I’m tired of living in the fear that one day you would come back. And after all these years I won’t be able to look you in the face and say “I’ve let you go”.

CAUSE YOURS IS THE ONLY LOVE IVE KNOWN.