I Know Your Number

He was beautiful.

Every color and everything.

Exactly as I left him.

But all this repair for nothing.

I can't be around you

Because I fall in love each time.

And I can't end up with

my soul mate.

You won't look at me long enough

To see that I'll look

you in the eyes now.

But I'm here and look at me!

I'm sick on you.

Lately, I've almost

reached for a phone

to call you.

I know your number,

I remember it.

And I remember that

You don't deserve my love

But here, have it,

It'll always be there.

And every time I see you,

I bite myself,

I can't end up with my soul mate.