Forbidden Doom

It was about 5 months ago when Star started her new job at a part- time retailer , Henry's. She didn't really pay that much attention to those around her, but she was there to do her job. One day, though he caught her eye. Brien had black hair, at first it was different , but then he changed it one day and she just absolutely loved it and the tattoos that were on both of his arms. One day she would ask him about them. Any chance that she got that she wasn't busy she was looking at his brown eyes that just turned her heart into butter. She could feel her heart skipping a beat. At first she wasn't turned on by him, but this was more than infatuation. She knew something was there. She had a gut feeling. Things seemed to progress quite a bit.

Star knew that interacting with someone at work on a more personal level was not right. She just couldn't help herself, but she would have to be slow about it. She didn't even know if he wanted it in the first place and how much trouble it might cause her in every way possible. Star was an "unhappily" married woman and had been for a few years now. Her marriage was complicated in her mind. She really did love her husband Tommi Lee. What was there not to love? His chocolate brown hair, hazel eyes, and his football-like physique. He was about 2 more feet taller than her almost. Yet , she appreciated what he did for her and all the things that she had found fault with didn't really matte,r up until about 2016 when she realized that they had problems that went beyond the normal. He wasn't ready for marriage counseling . She suggested it. She knew a minister in the local area. It took a while to get him to agree, but he realized after she left about four times that he needed to get it straight.

While at counseling she did realize that there was so much that she had in mind. Her son called him dad. How could she squash her son's dreams? The son that she gave up so that he could have a better future with his dad and she could try to build on a future that he could be included in? She never pictured trying to be with another man. If it happened naturally, should she let it? It would be a true test of time if she really wanted to stay with her husband.

It was getting harder at work to concentrate. She kept messing up around him... Brien that is and so did he. He was forgetting little things, when he was at her register. She caught him starting glimpses of her at the register when she wasn't looking when he was on self- checkout. She kept checking out his physique and his personality. Everytime he bent down with his ass in the air it was a pure image from God himself. She knew it was lust. She knew that she needed ot be forgiven. She was. Star kept picturing things happening. She couldn't help, but look into what would happen if her and her boss were involved. He text her out of courtesy when he wanted her to come into work the about three months ago. She guessed texting was the thing, but he was doing it because he thought she still might be asleep. Small favors with personal text messages. Although, he didn't reply to her joke about her reminding him about something that was supposed to happen at work , when they worked together again. Star couldn't help , but feel embarrassed around customers with him around. She knew she had to be blushing. He had the sexiest smile and stance and she could just picture what he looked like underneath his business attire. She wanted him, and not just for hte sexual/intimate moments, but for the friendship. He seemed like a genuine person that she wanted to get to know and her parents eventually might like.

This was bad and forbidden. One night she went to bed and had a dream that he had asked her out for coffee. They had to go somewhere else aside from the diner that was in the store, so that their coworkers couldn't see. It was taboo for a manager and an employee to be seen together, especially interpreted as a "date." Although, Brien and Star hadn't technically labeled it as a date, just friends spending time together, which was danagerous for a married woman and a single man, especially for two people who had an underlying attraction to each other. It was just a dream right? It wasn't reality? No, she couldn't let this happen.

He took her by the hand and opened the door for her. She followed him to his house, so that she could drive home and she would take a shower alone this time before she went back to the normal life of being a wife and fur mom to Kayley. As she entered his house she could smell remnants of him. She could smell his sexy scent of Axe in his hair and his body. It turned her on. Star had to tame herself, because she knew what kind of trouble she would cause if she let this get out of hand. However, he took the lead. During the coffee time, he was glancing at her and he couldn't help looking into her deep apple green eyes that glittered as she looked at him with want in her eyes. He couldn't help , but see her sweet , genuine personality and how much she adored him. He took her by the hand and they sat down and watched tv together . She drank a beer with him and they got to talking a bit and while talking he put his arm around her shoulder. He held hands with her. Both knew they didn't want to take it too far. She wanted to kiss him so badly and feel his tongue on hers, but everytime she made a move it usually ended bad. She waited for him. He gave her an innocent peck on the cheek and also on the lips. She did tell him that she was unhappily married, but that she didn't want ot rush things and he respected that. Star took a shower after about an hour or two at his house and wiped off all of his scent. Even though they didn't have sex, she knew that her husband wouldn't be happy to smell another man's scent on her. She had lied to him and told him that she was going to be going to her friend's house from work, a female friend. She couldn't tell him the truth yet. She wanted to wait a bit longer until she knew things were going to work out. He was hte man that held doors, no beard, just a mustache and just an overall neat looking guy that had manners , and the complete package. A package that one day she wanted to see.

Two months later she was not living a dream, but a reality. Things were getting hot and heavy. Although, she knew the laws. Star didn't want him to pursue her for alimony, so they didn't have sex until she was separated from him for a full year and divorced. She was going to move on with her life. At that point she had moved in with him and they were planning to get married in the next year or so.

While the divorce was rough, she didn't know the half of it. She had to rely on paying for her car on her own in her own name, her dog was soley her responsibility and her phone bill. Fortunately Brien didn't make her pay any rent yet. He told her he could give her a bit of time to get on her feet. Neither Tommi Lee or her were asking for alimony, becuase they both didn't make enough, but Brien made enough because he was a salaried manager. She couldn't wait to see what he had in store for her. Brien planned rose pedals on the bed for her and soft music. They had dinner by candle light and also a warm bath together. They washed each other's bodies and licked places that they had dreamed about since they were together, but had refrained from. " I love you Star, Brien told her! Ever since we actually saw each other I love you too, Star said so romantically." Her heart was pounding hard. She pressed her head against his chest and heard his heart beat. Star played with his nipples and teased a bit with her lips. Tonight was definitely a forbidden night. She would explore places that she only dreamed of and she was going to make him hers forever, not just tonight. There was a connection that no one could take away from them. Even though they were working together, they did tell the boss, but becuase they could keep things professional it wasn't a problem. While it was forbidden to have a manager/employee relationship, she was so glad that it was great! That night, she took him to new heights and made him feel like hte man that he deserved to be. She was the woman that she deserved. Intimate moments could not be forgottten.

Star knew that she had a great man. Time after time , she made mistakes. This time she was going to introduce her son Travis to him slowly. Brien wanted kids, but was okay that she couldn't have any. He was looking forward to going with her to see her son Travis. Maybe the next year he would live with them and then he could make steps toward parenting Travis . She knew that Travis would definitely like him more than Tommi Lee. Even though Tommi Lee had a similar personality, he still was quite tough. Brien was calm in the toughest of situations and she liked that about him. It was hard to make him mad.

Forbidden love, not so forbidden , and lucky that things worked out the way that they did. Fortunately there was an understanding between both parties, so things were parted amicably, and there were no terrible repurcusions. She could enjoy life with the new man of her dreams that swept her off of her feet in every way imaginable, both intimately and non physical as well.