Must _ wonder?

what could everyone else’s life would be like,

without a particular someone - that someone being

_ _ - in their life.,

Can’t help such thoughts when An illness with no antidote is prevalent and constantly at large;

Slowly disintegrating what makes happiness be caused- leaving nothing behind-

A No thing as _ ,

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OverfloWING with anxiety that flies rocket h

awkward as such could possibly get;

Without a s-i-n-g-l-e shred of normality left;

Due to such an existence as this d

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_ _ being dry

Fighting for, yet against the one place where this particular one truly belongs;

a lifetime battle, one that no matter what, Cannot truly be won.

Simply how war goes; one side wins, or their is peace drawn,

Either or, Forever it cannot go on.

No more can _ fight,

Blades, cannons and nukes are all rusted; lost all properties,

now wonder during all _ _ time , perhaps quite too oooooffffttteen often often oooooffffttteen;

_ know exactly how just it would be for _ ,

no present, future nor past; only infinitely living

peace

at last

With every drop of eternal pain; shedded,

forgotten as _ am

Remaining without existence in _ _ coffin,

But how would they feel as they stare at _ _

B l a n k l y expressioned, lifeless face,

~~~~~

vessel solely on {display}

~~~~~

No way to hear, yet believe one can be heard while saying meaning(less)(full) words,

no way to see if their weight begins to increase (n)or if their souls are de-chained;

set f%r%e%e,

A particular thing who can’t fit in with any one, not even ones _ _ _ _

No proper place to reside, not one out of all shelves,

Over due and at point of no return,

Last protocol is to turn to ashes; burn,

Conflicting caused by concern for what kind of butterfly effect on the future it could cause to occur,

Positive? unsure

Only longing to achieve inner light

by the emptiness-filled nothingness

_ _ _ been praying for.

~Emily Marie Stevens~

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