Sorry

Dear Me,

Sorry for all the time I wasted. Chasing after someone who has let me down. Looking back, I put you last. And him first, delighting in just a smile thrown my way.

I apologise for deferring your needs, ordering his favourite dishes, and not eating the food he found "absolutely disgusting"

I apologise for always taking his side, blaming you when he was angry.

I apologise for keeping quiet that day. When he hit you. Screams echoing only in your head.

I am sorry for putting you last. And give me time to learn myself.

But I promise you,

from now onwards,

you're first and foremost.

Sincerely,

Me