I am

44.) I'm the one who talks too much

And laughs too loud

And never really knows what's going on

I'm the one who never listens

Who is never the first choice

And is never understood

I'm the one who is never great at everything

Or the best anything

And can never let go

Of all the things' she doesn't know

I'm the one who never fits in

But never stands out a step above the rest

And despite all her seeking

This girl I am

Is the one who never gets the truth

I'm the one who has always taken the beatings

Yet never is recongsigled

Recognized, or reconercised,

I am always just the given

I'm the one taken for granted

I'm the given

Yet never forgiven

For never being enough