As the World Turns.

Why is it...acquired taste is typically abused? It can be heaven-sent but more likely, devil's muse. The caveat is always ,"Drink Responsibly!" but isn't that more or less relative? Definitely seen variations in my experience with relatives, and that's putting it delicate. The sweet nectar that sheds us of sin, stores our anxieties, and in many cases "gets us in,". I however have been here before, where the day became night, and there was no transition, I SWORE! A swill, a gulp, a chug, and shot, no this isn't a spell, but blackout's what I got. Before it all happened, I mean right before memory stopped, before I had master reset, before I was scoffed, I only remember it subtly: the world spinning, akin to a loading sign, all processes continuing with no idea of mine. I know I should get this, all that I do in a perfect discussion, it would only make sense! I don't, right before blackout, I probably kiss death, tell her to give me more moments, and escape with more breath. I'm not really sure...If I was I would explore. But blackout is just that : a document redacted, that only others have access to the instance or account. Sad isn't it? It could be alcohol or prescribed drug, but when it gets to the swell crescent of the wave, what happens next is a strong "What?"