Nerves

My nerves are building

All of this energy

Gathering inside of me with no release

My hands are shaking

All of these worries

Keeping me from achieving peace

I'm bothered.

Disturbed

To the point that I can't sleep

And it's so damn hard to think

When all of your thoughts are dark

There's nothing worth seeing

Cause behind closed eyes

You aren't believing

I see the miracle

I feel it coming

But when I close my eyes I see myself running

From it all

And there are days when I feind

For a hit or a drip

Maybe a few shots of alcohol

To distract me from the chaos

But it's all in my head

So there's no real escape

I can't get away from myself

I crave silence

Above everything else