WYD

Truth is, I miss you

Sometimes I have to catch myself, so close to calling you something else

It rolls off the tongue so easily after a while

It's freeing... I mean, I've never been so open with another person

When everyone around me is stuck on the surface

I never believe it when people tell me they love me

I never doubt it when I find out they judged me

I never understood that ex shit

It never made sense to me how they'd keep in touch after the break up but...

I do now and I wish I didn't

Wish I was still caught up in the blissful ignorance

I wonder if it's worth the risk, to tell you all of this

Or if I'm just.. 

Desperate, clinging to something less than this

This... this feeling, so hollow yet the way it makes my heart sink...

Damn...

I realize how selfish how I am

I'm so close..

I'm so close to ending it...

Seems silly to make a note like this, doesn't it?

It won't change anything, will it?

Maybe I'm just trying to process my feelings

Maybe I'll never send it

All the signs are leading me against it

Who cares?

Fuck that shit, keep that shit tucked in

He doesn't want to know

Don't let him know

Nah, don't let it show

Bitch don't be slow

Let it go

Oh

Okay

So....

WYD?