Ruined

I miss you.

I miss your comforting scent,

And your altruistic nature haunts me.

How could I do this to you?

And how strange am I to flee,

Deeper inside my insecurities?

I want to hold you again,

Be enveloped in your arms

Knowing full well what lengths you'd go

To protect what we were.

How beautiful your love,

How miserable my mistrust.

But now it's come undone,

I will never hear you say it.

The only words

I want from your lips,

"I miss you, too."