chapter - 20.07.19
I swear to the dust in my room,
to the silence of the room,
that I have to stop denying,
the fact that I have a crush on you.
I decided to stop lying to myself, as I listen to sad and depressing songs about love.
I thought,
I only like you as a friend.
But I guess not.
I care for you,
not in a platonic way.
I care for you,
in a way beyond platonic.
I can’t describe,
how I am feeling.
I’m still speechless as to why I will have a crush on you.
Trust me, I am still wondering the different reasons why,
what is it that makes you so attractive,
what is it that makes you so adoring.
I can list a few right now,
but
you are a beautiful creature which I can only admire from afar.
Game over, when I get too close.
I guess,
for now,
I just,
have to,
crush
from afar.
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