Killing a soul because of pleasure???

Forget her personality and remember your humanity. Feel her vulnerability and let her go. Let go of your urges and think about how your 5 minute is going to change her entire life. How it's going to change her mindset. You really want to kill a soul just because of pleasure? Look in her eyes and see her vulnerability. For the moment you ignore her "NO" is the moment you become the villain. For you are meant to be her guardian not the person she fears. Look deep in yourself and see the monster you've become!