gateway
cursed little devil, what have you seen?
i saw all my friends burn in front of me
and though i thrashed and though i screamed
there was nothing i could do.
and nothing was right anymore.
i’ve grown sick of their forced pity
and the looks that they give me
when i pass them by
“sorry for your loss,” one says
so i caught fire
and so i fled
and followed suit
into the newly-opened room
and through the doors, and through the opening,
i saw you for the very first time.
with you, things felt new
and i felt like i’d never felt before
and days past, and eventually, one day, you’d hugged me
i don’t remember why, or how, or who started it,
but i remember
and my eye fluttered shut
and i fell into you
and i had seen things i’ve never seen before
i saw dimensions like webs strung about amongst eachother
and i saw fields of forest and grass
and i saw a kingdom built upon clouds
and i saw where all my friends once were,
and i reached my hand out towards it and tried to reach it
and then i woke up
you were grasping me in your arms, worry lacing your voice,
trying to wake me from a coma i desired
and i began to sob
at your fingertips, you hold dimensions
in your hands, you hold reality
in your arms, i beg you to hold me
and take me far away from here