to my sun ray.

you are blue

blue girl

blue eyes

blue heart

a thief

who stole

stole my breath

stole my pride

stole my spirit

broken beyond belief

but completely perfect

so beautiful

you told us of your troubles

bravely and without hesitation

crying

eyes red

we listened

with rapt attention

was that when i knew

that i loved you?

or maybe it was later

when you had to step out

i followed you

and you sobbed

angry at yourself

angry at what you thought

was deficiency

when really

it was just humanity

you told me i’m a good listener

that’s just for you, though, love

even now most of my friends never knew about you

about what you mean to me

will always mean to me

blue girl

with the crystal clear eyes

and sharp mind

we loved each other at the same time

but could never say

just quite how we felt

neither of us knew until after

don’t you wish we would’ve?

oh, we would’ve been something

something amazing.

you

were numinous

to the blue girl

with the blue eyes

and the blue heart-

thank you.