Lidia

I just stare at the wall, numb.

Numb.

I feel... empty. I once was strong and full, birsting with love and joy... but I lost that to keep me whole.

See, I know I'm not broken. My hearts is still whole, no matter how little is left of it. I can just fill it up with love from others, fill my heart like a bowl. But, if I had let him stay he would have died, and if not, suffered. That would have broke my heart, and that would take to many years of love to even begin to heal.

I know I'm dangerous... I mean I'm not dangorous, but my enemies are. I can't drag my only love into this mess. He deserves to be normal.

I know I broke his heart when I dumped him. I broke it to save him. Or maybe I did it to save me? He could have thought it was worth the risk. It would be selfish to break his heart to keep mine whole...

Oh, I need someone to talk to! But I know I can only talk to him, and talking to him could put him in even more danger.

I have to get past this. I'm doing this for him!

I'm doing this for him.

If only he was one too, a fairy. But if he was then it still wouldn't work- eighths aren't aloud.

I know I can't love, but I never knew that not loving means I couldn't like.

Come on Lidia, move on, girl.

Move on.