jealousy isn’t attractive

they say green is the color of jealousy -

well i say that's a fool's theory.

green ain't nothin' to this sour taste

staining the back of my goddamn tongue.

color can't comprehend the thousand

deaths I sustain when you look his way

instead of mine.

they'd have to build an entire graveyard

for all the versions of me i've killed

just to keep you

safe.

i'm sorry i hurt you baby i didn't

mean to make the marks last.

do you hate me now?

do you still love me?

did you ever

love me

at all?

oh -

you're sorry?

you're...

sorry?

well,

you should've thought of that

before you turned your gaze

away.

from.

mine.