Possibility’s

how is it possible to hate Everything about yourself? To not like one singular thing, i hate everything, i hate my hair, i hate my face, i hate my eyes. Yes Hate. a strong word that tells you how i feel about myself.

I won’t bore you with the nights i spent crying wondering why i could be prettier or more skinny. but i will tell you what I’ve done to try and get skinny. I’ve gone a week with little to no food, I’ve forced myself to throw up I’ve done it all and hated what i saw in the mirror. I am the type of person who researches things before they try them and that precisely what i did.

Bulimia gives you heart problems, you can create a tear in your throat, you can destroy your teeth with acid, Etc.

Anorexia you have low everything honestly. you bruise easily, your organs can fail, you can randomly die one day.

i know it all and i don’t care, i just know i need to be a certain way to be pretty. skinny, tall and i defiantly need a pretty face which i dont have. i hate everything about myself. not one thing i like, sometimes i look into the mirror and imminently burst into tears wondering why i couldn’t look like my sister. most of the time i have to avoid mirrors. so that doesn’t happen.

I’ve effectively made you bored with my story i give you free rein write whatever you want happy, sad, glad, mad. until next time reader