Until

I have never been in love before . At least not real , true , captivating love. Maybe the kind you think is true , but then when you find the real thing, is when you realize I have never been in love before, until I fell in love with him. I've had very few boyfriends, but when I met this one, I knew it was meant to be. I have never wanted somebody so bad, or tried so hard before. It was just the way he looked up at me , that made me want him so badly. He was looking down at his fumbling hands until I walked by, then he slowly lifted his chin up to meet my gazing eyes . I saw the shine they had to them, so green and so shy. He didn't say a word to me , until a few weeks later. He finally found the guts to introduce himself to me. We talked for hours and hours on end , and getting upset when we had to go. One day he finally kissed me , but not a sloppy first kiss kind of kiss, but one with potential to be more, one glowing with much passion. He hugged me so tight , and wouldn't let go , and of course I didn't mind. When I thought he was about to let go, he actually just hung on tighter. He whispered in my ear to me, " I won't let go unless you make me. Because why would I let go to something so perfect, when it could have the chance to leave. And if you chose to leave right now , you'll always carry a piece of me." It was in that moment there I knew I have never been in love before, until he came into my life, and I know I never want him to leave.