My memoir

If I were to write a memoir, I would detail my experience with self loathing and how I hurt myself as a way of releasing that hate. I would detail trying to live in a life where I don’t know what’s real and what I have trained myself to see. I would explain how I try to love myself because I know deep down in the depth of my heart that there is some part of me that loves me. I would show what it’s like being scared to come out of the closet for the first time...and why I keep going back. How hard I try to be a better person than I was yesterday, how I want tomorrow to be better than today. I would detail my friends and how I hold them in my heart.