If I could

I have never been in love before, but It was just took one Friday to make that change....

It was after school I walked in the commons sat in a table and started to study while and another friend arrived and chatted before we heard "excuse me but is it alright if I sit here?" He had those dark glazing chocolate brown eyes shaggy brown hair, I don't know what happened to start, but eventually I closed my study put it away, my friend left and we talked up a storm. We laughed we walked and to think I am a sophomore and he was is senior at another school, he was there to pick up his sister, but looks like he picked up my heart too. We exchanged numbers that day I had the guts to ask him. On Saturday night he asked me if I liked him over text after basically talking all day I said "yes." he said "good because I like you too." My heart fluttered and I felt this warmth ache, But he did not know I could only date him secretly. When he found out my heart ached for him and unending pain I still have today he said no because like the gentleman he is. He wants to ask my father in order to date me publicly, but I know with my mothers will she will never let that happen. If I could I would, but right now I know she won't let it happen. I won't let her stop how I feel I will find away even if or love is forbidden even if I have to wait or beg maybe just maybe for the first time my mother will allow me for the first time something I want.(based on true story)

—Terra