Stepping Closer to Insanity
That's it
It's over
I can't fight it anymore
The war is finally won
A war against myself
And it's the darker side that won.
It started with just one small bottle
And then two and three
And now here I am
No place to go
How did I get here?
Beats me.
The farther I went
Down that dark twisted path
The easier it was
To not look back
I've reached the end of that path now
I've hit a wall
But it's not a wall
It's a gate.
A gate that's sucking me in
Pulling me closer
Trying to take me away
And I have a choice to make.
I can give up all hope
Go through that gate
But it will close behind me forever
I'll never be able to go back.
Or I can awaken inside me
That tiny little part
That still has strength left
Strength to pull myself out of this mess
Away from this wall
But doing that
Would be going through hell.
I'd have to work and work
Trying to pull myself away
When it would be easier to stay here
Slumped against the wall
And let the gate pull me through
Closing the doors of life
Forever.